about Me

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Metro Manila, NCR, Philippines
I am not necessarily like a Bull in a ring with a toreador. I am more of a peace-loving Ferdinand, seeking the gentle meadows filled with flowers, sunshine and natural beauty. It's only my STUBBORNNESS that can make you angry enough to charge at someone who is disturbing your peace. I am noted for my determination. I get to where I am going, not because I am exceptionally fast or clever, but because I will not be distracted from my goals. My need for stability and simplicity motivates me to create a life for myself that is quite functional, though it might seem boring to someone else. I am not interested in taking unnecessary risks that can put my solid footing in jeopardy.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009

H I T C H

I jump because that's what a normal person do.
He'll leap and hope to God he can fly.
Otherwise, he'll just drop like a rock,
wondering the whole way down,
why the hell did he jump.

Here I am fallin'..
And there is just one person
that'll make me feel like I can fly.

And that person is YOU...

Friday, December 04, 2009

self-hate

I'm in a very deep trouble..
and i hate myself..
for bein' in this shit..
coz i never fought..

i'd been so vulnerable..
and weak..
now I'm falling..
going nowhere but down..

i think I'm losing my grip..
of the only sanity..
that's left of me..

i may be hurting now..
i may be in pain..
but it's all worth it..


arrggghhh...

same-old-emo-masochist-me..